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What Went Wrong

I'm sick of always hearing
All the sad songs on the radio
All day it is there to remind
An over-sensitive guy that he's lost and alone, yeah

I hate our favorite restaurant, our favorite movie, our favorite show,
We would stay up all through the night
We would laugh and get high, and never answer the phone

I can't forgive, can't forget
Can't give in, what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You *ed up my life

I'm sick of always hearing
Sappy love songs on the radio
This place, it's *ing cursed and it's plagued
And I can never escape when my heart it explodes

I can't forgive, can't forget
Can't give in, what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You *ed up my life

I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
What went wrong
I'm kicking

by blink 182

yesterday wuz s'posed 2 be another awesome thursday ... it wuz, really ... but it din feel right or as awesome as it or rather i shud've felt ... and when i found out the reason y, it only made me sink even lower ... my heart wuzn't rite ... i wuzn't right b4 god ... i rushed all the way 2 ss15, with nothing but stress on my mind cos i din noe how 2 play one of the songs 4 the session tt day ... i really gave up when i cudn't find a parking space & i wuz juz not in the mood 4 prac ... i've nvr had prac on the same day as a session ... quite scary actually ... everytime i played 'lift ur name up' my drumming juz got slower & slower ... like i wuz really tired & sum1 wuz pulling me down ... it felt horrible & annoying ... i juz wanted 2 go home ... when charlene came, both of us juz sensed the dullness & sadness in each other ... yes, we found out the cause ... we both skipped daily devotion tt morn ... sigh! quite a rude & sharp awakening but hey, you can't live w/o daily devotion ... seriously =) oh btw, it wuz still awesome, cos the hub wuz again filled with new-comers ... this time i went 2 the ushers' table & counted the new-comer's cards ... there were 20!!! so kewl =)

guess i wuz oso a tiny bit sad tt yesterday wud be my last time drumming at u-campus movement ... they got a cake 4 all those leaving m'sia ... choc indulgence fr secret recipe, yummy! calvin, charlene, elizabeth & i were placed on stage ... i thot elder wuz really serious bout the flour & eggs ... terrible! i'll still get 2 see them all next week during hi-tea ... yes, you heard rite ... next thursday @ 3pm ... free hi-tea at the hub, ss15 ... bring ur frens!!!

i noe i've alwaz been a slow blogger ... lagging in updates ... so now i'll juz give you a photo roll of past events i shud've blogged bout ages ago ...

i made 'devilled eggs' 4 christmas thanksgiving at joseph's hse ... my 1st time making it ... i learnt it off charlene =)

my cousin alicia's bday ... my aunty got a brilliant idea & ordered this cake ... so you shud noe wat alicia likes 2 do ... ballet!!!

the cake tt every1 actually ate, LOL!

alicia posing with her cake, sweet 16 =)

then wuz my SAM 2006 meet-up ... i finally met up with them, heheheh ...
me & esther

zhiven, esther & me

esther, desiree, me & xinyu

L2R : weiyang, andrew, desiree, xinyu, zhiven, esther & me

T2B : zhiven, esther, me, weiyang, andrew, desiree & xinyu

we were actually in d'lish@mv ... yeah, every1 looks so diff except 4 me & weiyang ... hahahah ... in my opinion lah ... missing adeline & renee ...

will try 2 blog next week b4 i leave ... these past few weeks have been crazy ... juz meeting up with frens, esp the weekends ... juz started packing 2day, heheheh ... sum more mommeee planned a family holiday rite b4 i fly off ... blargh! ... oh well, next update will be pics fr jogoya ... yes, i finally went & checked it out ... till then, byez!

fave song : faber drive - tongue tied