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One Girl Revolution

I wear a disguise
I'm not just your average jane
The super doesn't stand for model
But that doesn't mean I'm plain
If all you see is how I look
You miss the superchick within
And I christen you titanic underestimate and swim
I've got the rifle gonna be myself

(CHORUS)
I'll be everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot bang that you hear round the world
I'm a one girl revolution
Some people see the revolution but most only see the girl
I can lose my hard earned freedom in my fear defines my world
I declare my independence from the critics and their stones
I can find my revolution I can learn to stand alone...

by superchic(k)

i've been searching 4 this song 4 a long time now ... i realised it very soon after revolution conference last yr in july ... it's been used several times as a movie soundtrack ... movies such as 'legally blonde', 'ice princess', 'cadet kelly', etc. etc. ... decided 2 sit down & write a good solid post 2day ... since the last few have juz been bout pics & stuff i did ... really random stuff =)

went up 2 sj again, these past two days ... wuz kinda looking fwd 2 it but then i had 2 go an fall sick juz the day b4 it ... blargh! ... still coughing now but anyway ... went 4 worship prac on wednesday evening ... i had no idea zailiang wuz going as well ... if not i wud've picked the poor fella b4 i headed 2 sj ... he had 2 take the public bus & arrived l8 ... sigh! ... it wuz a lil' bit diff tho, prac tt day ... cos twas headed by michelle instead of ellie ... 1st time 4 me 2 work under michelle but she wuz very nice ... and 4 the record, i din hold every1 up during prac cos of my lack in drumming skills ... heheheh ... a gr8 way 2 start the yr *gRiN* ... nah, the boys had a bit of trouble with chords due to an unfamiliar song ... so we still ended l8 & after i dropped zailiang back, it wuz 7:30pm ... but you noe wat, prac tt day wuz very diff ... usually when i get back, i feel stressed out & worried bout the session the next day ... when i got back on wednesday, tho i wuz tired ... i wuz juz feeling happy tho at the back of my mind i kept reminding myself ... yueenmun, better listen 2 those two songs again b4 session tmrw ... and you noe wat, i nvr did listen 2 those songs b4 the session the next day ... cos juz as i finished my dinner on wednesday nite & started 2 laze infront of the tv ... this sms came in ...

'Hey YOU! CampusCity is having it's first meeting tomorrow, and it's gonna be great! We're gonna meet as the SS15 Focus Group before service, at 11:15am in The Hub, to run thru some exciting changes and prepare for the day! Please confirm your attendance. :-)'

from him-who-shall-not-be-named ... blargh! ... i had alredi planned 2 go 2 ou with suming on thurs morn b4 the session at sj ... but it's cool, i made the decision 2 be there instead of ou *brave face* ... so after i picked up my 1119 cert fr sch with suming, i drove off 2 sj ... picked up charlene & ellie ... yes, we reached the hub l8er than expected ... i think twas either 11:40am or 12:15pm ... but you noe wat, when we stepped in2 the hub ... lo & behold, there wuz elder, tracy, jolynn & jade seated there ... only!!! ... where are the guys man?!?!! ... elder wuz proud of us gurls, hahahah ... and told us not 2 consider any of the guys as future life partners ... major LOL moment ... hahahah ... so after a slight briefing fr elder, we gurls headed out 4 flier-ing ... honestly, i've nvr flier-ed b4 in my life ... but it wuz a gud hot, sweaty experience ... hahahah ... and i really had 2 pluck up the courage 2 walk further in2 tucmc & approach individuals with the fliers ... and i actually realised sumthin ...

the students juz seem 2 change every yr ... true, i've only been in tucsj 4 two yrs ... but everytime i go back there & see the new intake of students ... it juz hits me in the face ... the way they talk, the way they walk, the way they dress ... well i guess the f-word will 4eva be in their vocabulary ... handphones will be like their lifeline ... and gurls, heels & short skirts will be their uniform 4 every day of the week ... why lah why!!! ... you noe, it's juz college ... things shudn't change juz cos u're no longer in sch ... u're still a student & u're still studying ... y the need 4 change? ... i mean yeah, change is gud ... like changing 2 gud studying habits ... but changing character? ... y wud you wanna give up ur gud character cos of college & how you perceive it 2 be ... with all the ppl 7 dressing ... we need 2 take care of our character ... we need 2 be contagious in the rite way ... and by being contagious, a revolution will take place on its own ... rite? =)

so l8er on b4 session, we gurls decided 2 eat at 'burger king' as me & tracy had juz gotten coupons ... we were s'posed 2 buy back burgers 4 michelle, ellie, lucas & jason ... so after we got back & everything ... juz b4 prayer started & we assumed every1 had eaten ... jason asks, 'so where's my burger?' ... every1 stares at each other & lucas says, 'oh, i din noe it wuz 4 you ... i ate 2 burgers' ... hahahah, poor jason ... the guy is alredi so thin sum more ... i think he survived on tuna & crackers 4 the rest of the afternoon ... lucas felt really bad, but it's alrite ... jason's alrite =)

yeah, it wuz really gr8 these past 2 days ... esp glad 2 see jade & jolynn again ... and i juz can't help but smile when i remember wat elder said 2 me & charlene ... elder said, 'we'll trap the both of you & make y'all do sumthin so tt u'll be banned fr leaving m'sia & no other country will want you *evil laugh*' ... hahahah, tt's elder ... but it's cool, i'm looking fwd 2 wat the rest of the mth holds ... i dun mind being used 2 the fullest b4 i leave ... i'm sure charlene feels the same way too ... cools=)

fave song of the day : simple plan - when i'm gone