OVER

i watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like i won’t build them up again

and my tears are turning into time
i've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

tell me that it's over
and I'll be the first to go
don't wanna be the last to know

i'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole

over... over... over...

honestly tell me
honestly tell me

don't tell me that it's over
don't tell me that it's over

by lindsay lohan

argh! my holidays are over man ... yes, 2nd semester is now in session ... blurgh ... at least my timetable looks reasonably gud ... hahahah ... now tt i dun hafta worry bout sitting 4 five subjects ... things are looking slightly brighter ... hafta nerd til next fri tho ... double blurgh ... i'm too lazy 2 blog bout copa iba which took place on saturday ... so i'm juz gonna tell you bout yesterday ... sunday, meaning yesterday ... we celebrated sum1 ...

~ hApPy 20tH BiRtHdAy dAvE ~

july 15





actually like a few days ago i asked spike whether he wanted 2 do anything 4 dave ... but we were undecided ... and i wuz aching fr copa iba (i'll tell you wat copa iba is all bout next post) ... so after service i went 2 wish dave happy bday ... give him prezzie & all ... then he asked me wat am i doing l8er ... so i thot better take the bday boy out ... but he drove us all 2 ou, lol ... me, kye, spike, zen & dave himself ... apparently, dave wanted 2 do sum shopping 4 uni ... cos he starts uni this week ... he wanted 2 buy shoes, stationary, jacket etc. etc. ... mainly the jacket ... dave has this weird style ... he refuses 2 wear a hooded jacket ... you noe, like those rapper 'yo-yo-yo' kind ... he wanted the professional sleek kind ... where else 2 get tt but a/x ... only a/x sells those kind ... tho we did stop at gap ... but the shops all change stock ade cos now is summer ... y wud they be selling jackets ... but a/x had a whole row ... 60% off ?!?!?! ... seriously a gud buy ... but i told dave tt if he really wanted it, to come back l8er in the week ... cos his unimates mite not be wearing jackets like tt ... we din have time 2 stop by ck & dkny ... apparently got sale there oso ... anyway, all of us had a pretty awesome lunch @ italiannies ... totally pasta, hahahah ... and we got dave a bread pudding cake thingy ... tasted quite gud ... and of course we made him stand on the chair with the olive oil bottle 2 give us a speech ... hahahah, quite sporting lah ... then the waiters sang this really annoying bday song ... it goes like um ...
happy, happy birthday
from all of us to you
happy, happy birthday
may all your dreams come true
and it juz goes on & on & on ... til it got stuck 2 spike's brain ... and then he started singing it ... and it really started 2 get on my nerves ... i told myself tt if i had nitemares tt nite ... i'd kill him next sunday ... imagine sleeping & seeing spike's face singing 'happy, happy birthday ... from all of us to you ... happy, happy birthday etc. etc.' ... omg, i'm getting annoyed juz thinking of it ade ... sheesh ... anyway, we had fun ... then l8er at nite, dave's mom sorta pulled off a surprise cake party after dinnertime ... i wuz @ sunway eating dinner with my relatives ... cos grandma's bday leh ... then i called spike & he ask me 2 go only lah ... so at bout 9:15pm i reached dave's hse ... quite pointless cos they alredi surprised him ... jojo wuz there ... so we juz talked & camwhored ... then we dragged dave & spike in2 camwhoring as well ... hahahah ... seriously tired wheyyy ... reached home @ 11pm ... blurgh!

btw, spike got baptised last nite too ... congrats dude! ... real proud of you 2 take tt major step of faith ... sad tho tt i missed it ... sigh!


fave song of the day : timberland - the way i are