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there's never a right time to say goodbye
but we know that we gotta go
our separate ways
and I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
and it's kind of killing me
'cause there's never a right time
right time to say goodbye

by chris brown

aaaaahhhhhhhhhh ... i missed my dance class yesterday! ... sheesh, i dunno wat i wuz thinking ... guess i totally 4got when jess called me ... she wanted 2 come & pick up sumthin & suddenly we decided 2 go 4 dinner ... hahahah ... then i called karen who wuz sleeping ... ?!?!?! ... at 6 sumthin in the evening ... k, i noe you very tired lah ... so after dropping jess' bro at bk class ... we headed 2 kfc 4 dinner ... quite nice 2 spend time with each other again ... it's been soooooooooooo long ... but i did feel kinda sad cos there wuz an empty spot at our table ... *sigh* ... the place where jojo shud've been sitting wuz empty ... * emo face *

oh i 4got 2 blog bout dis gr8 place called friendster ... no, not the stupid friendster on the net ... which is a plague, btw ... a restaurant slash cafe called friendster ... it's at d'sara perdana ... omg, the drinks rock ... they like have their own starbucks slash coffee bean ... except it's called friendstercinos ... so nice ... *drools* ... i wanna go back their again ... *hint hint* ... anyway, they serve a mixture of western & asian cuisine ... not bad lah ... tho i ended up eating asian ... dunnola ... i din see any spectacular item on the western side ... but i did steal my sista's soft shell crab ... hahahah ... those are the best crabs 2 eat ...

oso, like 2 nites ago ... i went 2 sj with my sis ... cos a couple of little gurls ( yes, i'm very old ) fr youth wanted 2 eat baskin robbins ... anyway, wud you believe it? ... there were 600 over ppl queueing up juz 2 eat the stupid thing ... we were number 425 ... how wonderful ... so as you can guess ... we din get 2 fellowship with each other ... and no, we din get ice cream either ... booooo! ... i felt tt the nite wuz sooooooooooo wasted ... not 2 mention jess got lost on the way home ... she wuz sooooooooooo mad ... you noe when you exit sj parade, you gotta turn left ... if you continue going straight, you'll end up in shah alam ... so yeah, but she managed 2 get back ... mind you, dis wuz all like at nearly midnite ... a couple of small gurls driving around at dis time of nite ... not very safe leh ... i wuz quite worried 4 jess ...

well, you must be wondering by now why on earth is dis post entitled 'say goodbye' ... no, it's not the fact tt i'll be leaving 4 camerons in a few hrs time ... it's entitled so cos i'm gonna bid farewell 2 lotsa ppl who are close 2 my heart ... which are gonna leave me 2 go thru dis yr w/o them ... *sigh* ... yes, i am sad ... but wat can i do ... it's their choice ... i made my choice 2 stay here ... so here goes ...

feb 3rd
mae & max

all the best my future doctors ... remember 2 call me b4 you leave tmrw ... or i'll nvr 4give you ... hahahah ... thanx so much 4 everything ... you really blessed my life last yr ...

feb 5th
n*dru & deedeetee

all the best my future doctors too ... stay tgthr & alwaz be there 4 each other ... hope you guys luv each other more & more each day ...

feb 7th
weedie

hey man ... i haven't spoken 2 you in ages ... no doubt i've had fun hanging out at ou with you & meeting up with the rest ... we're gonna try & drop by ur hse b4 you leave ... all the best in ur engineering course ...

feb 14th
alisa

i'll say dis again ... i can't believe u're leaving me ... *whine* ... wat am i s'posed 2 do w/o my bestest fren? ... *sob* ... well, i hope dis is wat you really want ... thanx 4 alwaz being there 4 me ... oso lending me ur shoulder 2 cry on & ur ears 2 hear me out ... study hard gurl ... all the best in ur engineering course ... *hugz*

feb 15th
michy

the most recent fren i've made ... compared 2 the above ... but i can tell u're a gr8 fren ... all the best in becoming a doctor ... missionary doctor, rite? ... i hope you dun change tt goal of urs ... dun go shopping so much & study more ... heheheh ... sure can do it ... luvya gurl ...

i juz realised sumthin ... all of them are either doctors or engineers ... hhmmm ... come 2 think of it, i dun have many frens fr the humanities side ... except 4 cutieshoi but she's doing law ... anyway, i dun think i'll be blogging much fr dis mth onwards ... y? ... tucsj juz called me ... orientation on monday man ... hahahah ... yeah, i'm looking fwd 2 starting the next stage of my life ... at the same time, i'm quite scared ... aren't we all ... k, i gtg finish packing ... my last holiday b4 i start ... toodles! =)

ps : karen, i'll be praying 4 you ... as well as zack ... i noe u're stressed out ... but u'll do juz fine ... juz do ur best ... study when you have 2 ... leave the rest 2 you-noe-who ... pray unceasingly ... oso 4 cutiechoi ... i noe it's really hard 2 tell how you feel cos of ur bubbly character ... but i do haf a rough idea of how you truly feel rite now ... i hope u're alrite ... hugs 4 you, gurl ...

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