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Saw the board walk start to fall
The empty ness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town tonight

Late last night I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there’s no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I’m still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiarI feel like letting go
And every second that goes by I’m screaming out for second tries

Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there’s no one left to tell me the truth

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can’t erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won’t forgive me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I’m still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

by less than jake

*sigh* ... i dunno y i alwaz do this ... but i'm definitely gonna regret it 4 the rest of my life ... everytime i meet up wif zack, lynne & alisa ... my bez frens ... i alwaz end up being quiet ... dunnola ... i can't seem 2 explain it ... it's like a sudden rush of emo-ness ... and all the 'how i wish' sentences starts forming in my head ... alisa's leaving 4 aus tmrw evening ... i've been trying 2 occupy myself since the start of last week so tt i wudn't think of it ... cos everytime when i get back home & lie down 2 rest ... the thought rushes to mind & i end up crying 4 wat seems like hrs ... anyway, i rushed all the way back fr sj at like 5pm to meet alisa & zack at ou ... it wuz a really hard time 4 all of us ... *double sigh*

moving on, me & kaykay are really getting along ... she's like a replica of me ... damn freaky wheyyy ... she talks juz like me ... hahahah ... i dropped her off at the post office 2day ... she lah ... go and wear heels ... hahahah ... we plan 2 go do our hair tgthr after cny hols ... yay! ... it's been awhile since i last hung out with sum gurl frens ... oh and i hafta go 4 this talentime crap contest tmrw ... totoy, being my group leader insists tt i wear a freaking skirt ... wth ... 1st they said i had 2 wear my prom dress ... so not happening ... at least now they said, 'juz wear a skirt' ... oh well ... i hope we dun make a fool out of ourselves on stage ... if not, i'm gonna conveniently disappear ... hahahah ... k, i gtg do my tutorials ... so tiring ... blurgh ...

ques of the day : { no question }

fave song of the day : belinda - why wait

currently listening to : { none }