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by pink ... honestly, i feel nothing like the title ... though i thought i wud ... i thought 2day wuz gonna be a gud day ... it wuz really bright & sunny in da morn ... but hell took grip when i entered tcsj ... shud've known better ... y dun i eva learn fr past experiences? ... guess tts y max calls me a noob ... *sigh* ... well 4 starters ... i developed a coughing fit within da 1st 30 mins ... it's like itchy & dry on 1 strategic spot on ur throat ... whereby coughing does not ease it ... ugghh ... i noe jojo used 2 haf it all da time ... now i wonder y does jojo haf such an impact on me? ... seriously, i've been thinking l8ly ... the hair, dressing ... everything ... anyway, tt coughing fit put me off altogether ... i juz finished off my paper auto style ... wonderful, ain't it? ... knowing totally well tt dis paper determines my 'oh-so-gloomy-alredi' future ...

well, back 2 wat i said bout jojo's influence ... note, dis is not jojo da teen celeb ... anyway, juz wanted 2 take dis time 2 let y'all noe tt da gurl u see in the short skirts & heels ... tt ain't me ... u wudn't believe tt a couple of yrs ago, i did not dress & behave dis way ... sumtimes max shoots dis ques at me ... 'r u a gurl onot?' ... makes me wanna laugh ... but i do ask myself once in a while, y ... well, it all went back 2 a few yrs ago ... i think i wuz 15 ... can't really remember ... well i wuz really in2 cargo pants & surfer clothing ... still haf them ... juz dun wear them much ... i cudn't replenish cos my fav store 'op' closed in ou ... anyway, i wuz loitering around ou like i usually do in my fav clothes ... sneakers, hanging pants, oversized baggy tee, etc. etc. ... lo & behold, i caught sight of alisa & muffin ... they were clad in black, tight-fitting clothes, heels & make up ... i wuz like, 2 hide onot 2 hide ... then they saw me ... i nvr felt so squirmy in my whole entire life ... well, i gotta admit tt it's fun 2 dress up ... but 2 me it's a hassle & i only do it when i haf nothing else better 2 do ... dunnola ... but i felt it wuz necessary since i'm growing up ... sum ppl still think i'm 15 or 16 ... tts quite sad ... *sigh* ... well, tts the thought 4 2day ...

*SNAP*
back 2 getting the party started ... i watched 'step up' ... omg, inspiring movie 4 me ... i luvved it juz as much as i luvved 'honey' ... totally awesome finale ... tmrw i'm off 4 vacation ... woohoo! ... can't wait ... k, need 2 go & pack ... alisa, all da bez 4 fri ... luvya mae, zizi & dee ...

fave song of the day : fergie - fergalicious