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by madonna, i think ... it's really old ...

"cos we are living in a material world
i am (NOT!) a material girl"

*sigh* these past few days haf been really bad ... seems like there's nothing 2 look fwd 2 anymore ... wat shud i do ... ??? ... stay in sc or switch 2 humanities ... ??? ... wat shud i become ... ??? ... nutritionist or teacher ... ??? ... there's even talk bout pharmacist & lawyer ... wth ...
i leave it up 2 u ... u shud noe bez ... sumtimes i wish u'd juz show me a sign on wat 2 do ... but i noe i'll only realise it a few yrs l8er ... u only make ur decisions known way l8er ... hope wat i've decided is right in ur eyes ... dun make me turn back ... it'll be so troublesome ...
*snap* - back2reality- ... i've been asking lotsa ppl l8ly bout wat they wanna do ... wat they gonna do ... y ... many tell me, oh it pays well ... blah blah blah ... yar ... no doubt every1 wants a well paying job ... no need 2 ask y on tt but ...
money can't buy everything! ... money can't buy happiness ... money can't buy frenships ... money can't buy trust ... most of all ... money can't buy luv ... and 1 day, money can run out ... but all these others will remain ... i had a fren who once told me
---> dun waste time ... cos time is gold ... gold is money ... money is everything ... ya rite ...
still feeling kinda down ... sum more i gotta study ... blech ... so hot sum more ... *whine* *moan* *groan* missing my luvvable companions alredi ... well max, hope u & ur gf r all ok ... mae, keep working on tt bug zapper ... zizi, thanx so much 4 ur company on the ph ... hahahah ... alisa, study hard ... zack, keeping u in mind ... lynne, i hope u're doing alrite ... we need 2 go out tgthr soon ... =)

fav song of the day : jojo - too little too late